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That's right.

I've been thinking about it since the first week of classes; I first tried voicing my true will to my parents about 11 months ago.
and now, I realized I can't keep living like that.
This is not what I want of my life.

What I truly love is art. And what I want of my life is to be an artist.

I tried desperately finding reasons to continue on Medicine, for the sake of my comfort, the sake of the people around me; but this is no good. 2 days ago I realized that, no matter how much I try to justify it, it's simply not what I truly want.

It's gonna be hard as fuck and it won't be all flowers and pretty things, I'm sure of it.
But I'm ready to do so, because that's what I chose, for myself, by myself, that's what I love and what I want for my precious, unique, my brief but miraculous existence. Isn't it a miracle that we are all alive today, like this?
This is what I am meant to do.
No matter how much I self-doubt or self-hate, I just can see right through it. It's so huge and incredible I can barely believe it's really possible. I really love art.

Thanks a lot for reading.
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  • Listening to: J-core
  • Watching: Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Zankyou no Terror, DMMD
  • Playing: LoveRitmo, PangYa
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Chocolate milk

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Debbie
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I love: art (and this includes: hardcore music, games and fashion. let the haters scream all they want). I also love people of character. I love righteous people and righteous acts. Courage and attitude. (two things I'm lacking orz). Oh, and pasta.
I hate: bad character, cruelty, dishonesty. Not being understood (the base to most conflicts, IMO). Injustice. Doubt. Meaningless hate and violence. When good things come to an end. Laptop mousepads.
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shiroganeRyo Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG, só agora vi que você me deu watch. Dando watch de volta, Debbiezinha goiabinha 8D
*leva tiro*
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Subiculum Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
\o/ *socorre*
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mr-tiaa Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014   Digital Artist
 (≚ᄌ≚) ℒ ℴ ѵ ℯ ૫ ૦ ∪ 
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Subiculum Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh my darling... I love you too, so much, so much!!
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AZD-A9S Featured By Owner May 16, 2014
Hey Subi. Long time eh?

I don't suppose you have a Wii U do you?
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Subiculum Featured By Owner May 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't, sorry :/ nice seeing u around though ^u^
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AZD-A9S Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Oh okay.
Heh. It took a month for me to reply.
Too bad I can't get gmail notices from DA. It'll help things more for me.
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Subiculum Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hmm, u have gmail? maybe we can chat via youtube? or email? or some othermean that is easier for you? (:
hahaha if you do have wii u you must be excited about that new game nintendo is releasing... it was a kind of smash bros i think? (:
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mr-tiaa Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014   Digital Artist
I SEE WHAT YOU DID ON YOUR WEBCAM 

me sinto honrado Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] 
fico feliz que tenha gostado tanto assim ahaha... /clings
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Subiculum Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAOUEHOEHOAEHAEIHAUAHEA SIIIIIM AMEI <333 bwahahaha ; v ; OMG LLAMA AHSUHASUASUASHU Q FOFA PQP.

eu ja vou voltar a estudar , nao lembro como vim parar aqui AHSUHASIUHDASHDIAUSHDASIDHASUDHAUIDSHAUDHASIDHAUSHDSIAHDASHDASHD

eh nois <333 eu q me sinto honrada com o presente X333
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