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hi guys

subichan.tumblr.com

yea

thanks!!!
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: J-core
  • Reading: tokyo ghoul manga ending fucking our souls
  • Watching: Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Zankyou no Terror, DMMD
  • Eating: few
Commission for Zephyr: soothing embrace by Subiculum
Commission for Zephyr: soothing embrace
hello guys, sorry for the lack of uploads... ive been in some crazy downs...
these lovely couple were commissioned by zephyr093 i am not very experienced w ponies but i love them. ive dreamt with them several times actually lol wtf
and i might improve this one in the future. i surely will draw more ponies, and draw more of zephyr too.
thanks for checking.

if you have interest on my doodles and my everything, you should check my art tumblr blog. i dont post every fucking doodle here cuz i think dA's browsing system isnt really very practic...
its subichan.tumblr.com
thanks again

i will practice like sousuke practiced ahhahahaaha (no) (like rin perhaps hahahha) (#samezuka)
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That's right.

I've been thinking about it since the first week of classes; I first tried voicing my true will to my parents about 11 months ago.
and now, I realized I can't keep living like that.
This is not what I want of my life.

What I truly love is art. And what I want of my life is to be an artist.

I tried desperately finding reasons to continue on Medicine, for the sake of my comfort, the sake of the people around me; but this is no good. 2 days ago I realized that, no matter how much I try to justify it, it's simply not what I truly want.

It's gonna be hard as fuck and it won't be all flowers and pretty things, I'm sure of it.
But I'm ready to do so, because that's what I chose, for myself, by myself, that's what I love and what I want for my precious, unique, my brief but miraculous existence. Isn't it a miracle that we are all alive today, like this?
This is what I am meant to do.
No matter how much I self-doubt or self-hate, I just can see right through it. It's so huge and incredible I can barely believe it's really possible. I really love art.

Thanks a lot for reading.
  • Mood: Stunned
  • Listening to: J-core
  • Watching: Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Zankyou no Terror, DMMD
  • Playing: LoveRitmo, PangYa
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Chocolate milk
testing Krita by Subiculum
testing Krita
hi, have you heard of Krita? holy shit its an amazing digital image creating and editing program. and its FREE.
TysonTan is supporting it. go to krita.org to download it for free.
i made this testing it out.
i am now with new spirits to finish my commissions. much more confident. hahhahaha
i hope you like it, enjoy!!! its really the most fun program ive ever used to digital color

btw im so into dramatical murder now and youll have to bear my gallery full of it
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*before I start: an anon donated me 350 points about a day ago. I'm very honoured with the donation, and happy! So, please feel free to ask for a drawing if you want to do so, okay? Thank you again.

Hi everyone,
it's been a while. I'm sorry. This semester was as bad as last one. My vacation is ending now and I discovered I failed 4 subjects (2 of them, very hard and extense ones: clinical semiology II and dermatology). I'll be having new tests soon so I can try to recover my grades. So, I have no choice but to really study now. Or else, I could risk losing the year (moving to the class a year younger than mine)
My vacation was only 3 weeks long, but I already feel somewhat better.
Unfortunately, my grandpa suddenly had a problem with his vision and in a few days got totally blind. Since my parents work, my uncle is mentally sick and my grandma isn't very good with dealing with things by herself, plus my caring about my grandpa and my current studies in medicine, I spent days, weeks going after doctors and stuff. And my grandpa can be very stubborn and pessimistic, so it was so hard and tiring. We found great doctors in the end but the exams take a long time to get done, and the longer time passes, the less chance to recover the vision. I'm trying to think positive but even I am not very optimistic about my grandpa's eyes. Actually, the problem is edema on the optic nerve. The doctors can't find what's causing it, though.
But, seeing the bright side:
->we found a stupidly good doctor (with PhD! lol!) who is very competent (ofcourse) and optimistic, and is giving lots of attention and treatment and adequate exams to my grandpa.
->I GOT A NEW LAPTOP FUCK YEAH AND IT HAS A PSEUDO-CINTIQ LIKE MONITOR SCREEN! yes it works like that:

my laptop model isn't the VAIO duo13 though, it's the FIT 14A. it has better potential <3
so YEAH I'm using ArtRage and GIMP so far on it and it works great. I haven't drawn much yet because I got it only on the end of my vacation... I asked my parents to purchase it BEFORE I entered vacation, but they didn't. Then, we had to buy online after I was home. Then... It came deffective. Windows was corrupted. We had to send it back to the shop and then the shop sent a new one... It took weeks... :/ But now it works so great and I'm gonna draw a lot on it, okay ^^ (poor parents, sorry for bashing on them, they are great people)
(however due to my situation in university I ask to you all, especially who commissioned me, to be even more patient... ç_ç I'm finishing all the commissions this month for sure, I won't let my bad psychological state ruin the urgent compromises I have with the people who loved my art enough to purchase drawings from me, and with the public medical university I'm in)
->Everybody says this semester is the easiest of all the university. So I expect to be able to revert my terrible situation hahahaha

I guess that's it.
Thanks a lot for reading, babies! (:
I hope things are all right with you. Feel free to comment. I'm always reading the stuff you write to me. (sorry if I don't answer though, it's lack of courage/inspiration)
  • Mood: Zeal
  • Listening to: J-core
  • Reading: Semiology textbook
  • Watching: Free! season 2, Tokyo Ghoul, Dramatical Murder
  • Playing: Grand Chase
  • Eating: Omelette
  • Drinking: Chocolate milk
hi guys

subichan.tumblr.com

yea

thanks!!!
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: J-core
  • Reading: tokyo ghoul manga ending fucking our souls
  • Watching: Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Zankyou no Terror, DMMD
  • Eating: few

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Debbie
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I love: art (and this includes: hardcore music, games and fashion. let the haters scream all they want). I also love people of character. I love righteous people and righteous acts. Courage and attitude. (two things I'm lacking orz). Oh, and pasta.
I hate: bad character, cruelty, dishonesty. Not being understood (the base to most conflicts, IMO). Injustice. Doubt. Meaningless hate and violence. When good things come to an end. Laptop mousepads. Tumblr themes with no captions.
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daeien Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
Happy Birthday! :D :party: :cake: :party: :D
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Happy birthday, friend
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Happy Birthday! =p
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Happy Birthday!
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Feliz Aniversário! :party:
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Sayuui Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Debbieeeee feliz aniversárioooooo T o T <33333
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chosaguro Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
feliz aniversário :D
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Happy Birthday!
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shiroganeRyo Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG, só agora vi que você me deu watch. Dando watch de volta, Debbiezinha goiabinha 8D
*leva tiro*
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Subiculum Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
\o/ *socorre*
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